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[Jan. 4th, 2007|07:31 pm] |
I haven't updated in ages... soo this is whats new
been working on my thesis a stop motion, "shot my self in the face can't turn back now...sweet jesus what have I done..".... i m 1 part started, 3 parts fucked
xmas was good... here's what i did
Xmas eve went out to dinner at some veggie place... it sucked balls, and reminded me of the christmas story where the family went to the resturant and no body could sing xmas songs.... the food was shitty and filled with hairs, no one at the table told the others about it until we were done eating... so I got me some protien..
we drove around and looked at xmas lights in scarbrough... almost got shot... not really but the chances that someone could have were high... so michelle drove me home around 12ish.. on the way home I decided to go to the airport to surprise the folks in arizonia... I got home packed my stuff...looked tickets up on line and collected my change so i could get a snack or what ever if I need one on the trip. I was off to the airport, 1am... I go in and there isn't a sole... they closed until 4 am... so I waited and waited... the night before I was mangled so I was alll hungover and grossed out from dinner... 4.15ish... about 300ppl are in a huge line out of no where... Me being a dumb ass waited no where near the line ups... so I walked over and stood in the tickets line... I was the only one there... I asked the lady... "Can I get a one way ticket to Pheonix?" she says "do you have reservations... me "NO".... all the tickets are sold out...wait there is one here transfering to dalas.. I was all "OOKAY"... her "that will be $749.81. how will you be paying for this... me "cash"... I should have said change...
So I count out all my bills... then I had to root through my purse and hall out oh about 30 dollars in $1 and $2... the huge line up of ppl all looked at me like I was on crack... she counts it all up and says do you have 81 cents... I was like yes.... then she handed me back $1.... I didn't have my birth card thinggy but she gave me and my nickel and dimming a pitty... the good thing was that i was first class all the way... the first fight I had the fear that I would have to pay for something and I only had $1... but on the second flight I drank my face off..and it was good... the folks picked me up and all was well....
new years I went to anges in st. cats... the next day while driving I screamed at a lady next to our car and said Happy New years... becasue I was really high... she didn't reply... so I called her a BITCH... when the light turned...she turned around and gave me the finger... 07 will be good
I went to some show museum yesterday... but was dissapointed cause the shoes from the wizard of oz werren't there... Bitches...
over the holidays I was taking care of Jen's 2 fish and cat... the fish are dead.... the cat is pending....
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[Jan. 2nd, 2007|08:06 pm] |
Blue, songs are like tattoos
You know Ive been to sea betore
Crown and anchor me
Or let me sail away
Hey blue, here is a song for you
Ink on a pin
Underneath the skin
An empty space to fill in
Well therere so many sinking now
Youve got to keep thinking
You can make it thru these waves
Acid, booze, and ass
Needles, guns, and grass
Lots of laughs, lots of laughs
Everybodys saying that hells the hippest way to go
Well I dont think so
But Im gonna take a look around it though
Blue, I love you
Blue, here is a shell for you
Inside youll hear a sigh
A foggy lullaby
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[Feb. 2nd, 2006|12:35 pm] |
Long time no update..... well yesterday was the weirdest day ever... So I was on my way to school, at about 11:30, caring 2 back packs, and a violin, beacause I had to do a performance, for performance class.... and BAM out of no where I see...... Sharon Fucking Godsell..... what the fuck.... out of all the ppl I grew up with in nf..... I see Sharon... so She lives in Toronto, on college a few blocks west of me.... weird.... I go to class, all weirded out and see some performances..... saw some girl ripping apart a lamb while projecting footage of starving children.... another guy rolling around on the ground drunk... it was fucked... I decised not to performe....then I went ot another class...no to bad... Played some piano at school, came home. I was in the mood to get on the gear, so I called caro up to see if she wasnted to gosomewheere for drinks... and caro being caro she did. We went to hoops and it was kariokie night.... oh the songs we killed... So while there we were making fun of some girl that was wearing a green and white striped turtle necks from 1994... and we wanted to take a pic with her... we got talking and she sais she was from wawa a place I know beacause its near Marathon... and she says hey there is a girl here from Marathon... we get interduced, I have no clue who she is but she nows me.... I got drink some shots with some old lady... then I hook up with some guy named Paris....mmmm.... LOST my DIME....thanks fucking god... :) so that was my day yesterday..... I have come to the conclusion that no matter where I go, someone knows me or someone I know... and that Sharon Godsell is and always will be a crazzy mother fucker
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[Jan. 28th, 2006|09:31 pm] |
if you don't know where your going
you'll never know be where you're been
If the sky falls
you'll drown...
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[Dec. 21st, 2005|10:08 pm] |
Haven't updated in ages..beacuse i was busy and thought it pointless to always have a bitchfest... I am drinkning and packing boxes... moving into my new apt tomorrow.. I am a pussy cause its not a move more like a relocation in my building...lol... school is over thank jesus... went to a party mon night with caro, scott and curtis...got mangled..good times...not much else is new... I heart the cold shots... going to arizoina/cali for xmas... bringint he viddie cam to get mom, dad ness adn toni.... jesus girl....right... I'll get an A for sure, with mom being druck and crazy... It was andrews b-day the other day.. Misses him somethin ferse. Currys is currys... Had a staff xmas party, got drunk and stoned with the boss and he husband... good times. Well that about it... I go drink
Peas
Meggie Moe
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[Nov. 28th, 2005|08:44 am] |
I've been super busy doing school crap...GAH..and working
Shittiest week of my life...
Moday...Pres in my print and publications class... Which I hate because my teacher HATES me... and I return the favour 1000 times over... I had to talk about Artist run magazines in Canada... sweet jesus..it was death...she would cut me off and talk about the mag she was editor for...oh about 30 yrs ago...no one care, you fucking has been...Go HOME
Then i had a test on digital culture..fun time...
Worst day ever scale 7/10
Tuesday.
Film class. Was ok, but one of my film reels is miss in action, and no onw knows where the fuck it is... and the project is due on tuesday.
Went to fiber studio, Fuck up my print AGAIN...
Went to libary for research. Couldn't find anything
Went to work 5-9
Felix worked with me... Fuck I dislike him...always putting on a show, he can't sit still and he thinks he knows EVERYTHING!!!
So by 7 o'clock I was ready to beat the fuck out of him. Jesus.. was does everyone at my school have ADD...
Then I got a call from the school in L.A., and I didn't get in...I ton of ppl applied..and I suck moose cock.... ASSHOLES !
On my was home it snowed enough for me to hate the fact that I have to deal with winter. home, then I did work...
worst day ever Scale 15/10
Wednesday,
I wanted to saw fuck ocad, all together.. My bro called and straighten me out, MLY
Went to ficer class, and the girls in my class that is gong to OTIS was asking me all kinds of stuff... I was pissy... and mechangled
Fucked up my fiber screen have to start over
Came home, checked ocad e-mail...got one form susam kemp saying i didn't get in to otis...
Worst day every scale 14/10
Thursday
Day stared out just peachy... got a packing... otis returing my application...FUKER... ANGER...
Picked up film, one reel still missing... FUCK
went to work, byron picked on me as usual.. ASSHOLE
Stayed up till 5 dong work
Friday
Looked at film... out of 100 ft, 2.5 mins i have about 1 min of useable footage... Bitch.. I hate... fiml is so exact, and cost an arm and a leg
and my now i am already an amputi, on my last stump.
Went to work, a massive shitment came in, a hole lot of xmad crap... the store is so fucking small ther is no room to fit anything else, and my boss is an indesive nbob who can never make up her mind... Move this shelf one down... I do it... oh no soory I ment... this contiues foe my hole shift... Douch Bag... you can that your how to draw spong bob book and ram it up your ass...
after work i transfered my film to viddie, then came home and did work till 6 am... I can't sow, amd have to for fiber class...i have to do it by hand becasue i an afarid of the machine
Scake 9/10
Saturday, worked
During my lunch breal i went to steves music store to get string.
Came home did work
Sunday,
Power was out in builing 11-3...fucker..
I had to do a whole slide show because my group sucks. They are dumb asses...they woud suck cock for bus fare, then walk home....speaking of cock... I need a good dicken...
I was supposed to go to the fiber studio with Liz, but she couldn't go, casue her mom broke some bone or something... and i didn't wasnt to go and fuck up everything again.
I did and am still doing work..
Stress level...10/15
That was my week..
Things I though about...
Fly the fuck out of toronto...and go anywhere....I would even live in a hole then toronto..oh wait it is a hole... HATE
Shoot my foot off so I wouldn't have to go to school
Getting a new bigger apt over xmas
Going to Arizoina/ cali with fam...over xmas..not sure if I want to go
So thats it... I am ANGRY.. I have alot of HATE...and only weed and a alot of booze can make day
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[Nov. 24th, 2005|01:47 pm] |
FUCK...FUCK...FUCK...FUCK OCAD....FUCK SNOW...FUCK PPL... FUCK..FUCK FUCK....FUCKING FUCKING FUCK OF A FUCK I FUCKING HATE FUCK FUCK FUCK....FUCK IT ALL I DONT GIVE A FUCK...
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK
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[Nov. 4th, 2005|12:46 am] |
So...its been a while... I still have the anger...
The past forever and a day...
Hmmm, alot of school crap...and working at curry's
It was halloween last weekend. I worked on saturday, and I was invited to scotts house party... I left getting a stupid halloween outfit till the last minute. During my break at curry's I went to the store near school, which was chalk blocked of ppl... I stood in line for a good 1/2, talking to some 40 something yr old lady, who wouln't shut the hell up, about how she was going to be a domino for halloween, and that she had to get special make for her sin, because he has allergies.... fucking loser, put a bag over his and your head and do the world a favor... there is really no need for douche bags to be taking up all the oxygen in the world.... I joke... but I was on my break..and sick of dumb asses... so I went into the store, past security..and there was fucking heaps of ppl there... I grabded some shit then b-lined it back to work... Caro and her sister came over, dressed like cow boys, and I was a 50's movie star. We went to scotts... it was an okay time... then I went to tonic... massive waste of time and funds... So that was halloween... pretty shitty... but i did see some fucked up ppl... I wasn't sure if the were regular toronto sketch bags or dressed up as them...
this week in school, blew... I hate... I told mike page to teach today and that he can't ask me do a project using a program that we learnerd for oh about 5 mins... I did have fun in my fiber class last night.... I make fun of them to molly and liz, because all these girls are going to be doing down the road is craft fairs.... I like to call it " working the sirkit"... they are all up tight douch bags... but I did dye silk, which was fun... I got to make a mess, all over the place. I didn't wear any gloves becasue I thought it was stupid, and then I had to work at curry's with dyed hands... i've seen alot worst for the ppl there... I am still working on chicken foot.... its a dumb ass cartoon that I am getting sick of doing... I am green screening him on different back/fore groundds... and adding ppl in the cartoon land... On monday I have to go on 2 class trips.... fuck I hate ocad... oh well... I was thinking of making a video of ppl fuckingt the poles that hold up the sharpe centre.... and just have text and ausio saying... FUCK OCAD... FUCK OCAD... and loop it so it goes on FOREVER...
Oh I also hung out with bry and sar on halloween after tonic...good times.
Jen is coming over tomorrow night to smoke some weed.... i haven't smoked in a while and need some ideas for projects. Ange is coming to stay with me on sunday... I am pumped...
Oh tuesday night, me caro, bry jen and holly went to the horse shoe... there was a free band playing... and when we went in everyone was wearing suits... and i saw the judge from canadian idiol.... LOSER.... I also saw dan, who I haven't seen since working at the amp this summer/.... I had a few drinks and then headed home to do work... woop woop....
That's about it....
I'll try to update when I get a chance,
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[Oct. 17th, 2005|08:59 pm] |
FUCKING FUCKING FUCK.... I FUCKING HATE FUCKING OCAD...FUCK.... WASTE OF TIME, MONEY AND ENERGY.... BUNCH OF DOUCHE BAGS... I HAVE HATE... LOTS AND LOTS OF HATE....
other then that I have been working at curry's, going to school with a lil drinking on the side. Hung out with Sarah, Caro and jenny on saturday night. Went too the worst place ever.... there is no need for ANYONE to wear shinny blue spandex...while dancing to 80's music... don't get me wrong i like the 80's... but for the love of god.... it was 20 yrs ago, and standing in a massive line to see a bunch of fuck faces dancing around like they are on crack, is a waste of time.... free or not never go to the dance cave.... I can understand the meaning behind the name of the place...these people should crawl into a cave and die...FUCK...
I am hating ocad, and I am stressed up the wazzoo... but what can I do but hope to fuck the adminstration can send my info to LA. They are the most worped people I have ever meet.... Art people trying to be conventional is like asking a normal person to understand the pointlessness of conceptual art. .... FUCK em all I'm gone to get fucked.......... HATE ANGER HATE !!!!!!!..... The intm people still think I ahve their key to open all the doors in the wing... on my first day of work they didn't have the keys ready, so I had george's key... I was told to put it in a envolope and put it under his door....Which I did after work... Next day there was no key under the door.... and now they are all after me about the fucking key... Sweet Jesus what the fuck would I do with the goddame key.... sorry your high security enveolpe got lost on the floor of your office... its out of my hands.... Fuckem all..... Had a test today, and right before the test, george hasseled me about the key again...fuck.... The test was shit becasue I can't learn anything when the teacher gets the students to give seminars and doesn't teach...When ever I ask questions I never get a clear answer...what the fuck am I paying to go to school for... sweet jesus, what did you become a teacher to sit on your ass all day.... OH the hate... GAHHHHH..... That was my day. the end. i'll update later when I am in a better mood.... Tar my skin, peel my skin off.... roll me around in a lil salt why don't ya.... but don't make me deal with dumb fucks at ocad ever again..........................HATE FUCKING FUCKING HATE |
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So its sunday, the first time I have had a 2 day weekend in ages. Last week I worked and schooled it up...last night bry and jen from work came over, we had a few drinks then went out. We went to the fun house and saw brass knuckels... very metal band. I thought of shanny D when I was there and how she would have loved it. Then we went to a jazz/blues bar, then to the horseshoe, where their was a punk band playing. I was shit faced... I watched some good viddies from the libary this week, chris chuninham is awsome at music videos. I also got an e--mail saying I was accepted by the dean to go to LA in the winter... so now I have to wait to hear if they accept me..hopefully I won't have to deal with winter. Thats it for the up date, I m off to catch up on school work...HAPPY THANKSGIVING |
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[Oct. 3rd, 2005|08:47 pm] |
So today is monday....
Fact about monday..... more people die on modays of heart attacts then any other day....
This weekend was a good one.... Thursday Caroline came over and helped me work on my Zine... which I handed in today... Fucking kinko's I hate kinko's... it cost me 150 bucks to get 10 of then bound...and they fucked up the pages... it starts at the end... Bastards.... but when i was there it was funny becasue some guy came in and asked the none-english speaking worker is he could get kinky at kinko's.... and she didn't understand him...
Friday I worked, then passed out early because I was fucking spent.
Saturday I worked till 7... slowest day ever, but it was good because I got to sit on big pills of paper and do nothing, while getting paid. And I smoked a j with matthew before close... helping people but art supplies while high is a great time. Caroline, Shannon and Laura came to visit me at work, cause caro left her id at my place. That night I got FUCKED...I went to the Primerose, to see caro, and shannon. We meet MichL in the lobby then went to one of Caro's frineds places. At the time I was looking for places in case I got evicted, adn they had an awsome place... massive room, and a pool... All of us went to a club... fucking packed with people... I hated going to pee, to many drunken idiots... but other then that it was great. I got to see Bry, who I haven't seen in ages. And Sarah, and her new dude... he's a cutie. And Talia and her Sauga crew... it was pauls b-day... I went camping with them in the summer... fuck Paul is short...lol... and MichL was hitting on him...hee hee... Caro Shanny, MichL and I left. the night went on, and I saw some sketchy ppl... Sunday I passed out, did work and cleaned up my place... got heaps of shit done and feel better about the amount of crap I have to do...
I'll wirte again when I have time
I miss ya andrew...call me when you get a chance... you never answer your phone and I don't know if your dead or alive...lol
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[Sep. 28th, 2005|10:12 am] |
Well lets see where to start...
All last week I worked, schooled it up, and get ready to got o nfld.
Wednesday, I had class until 9:30, and I made my first print...woop woop... after class I went home packed and cleaned up my place. I stayed up all night becasue my flight was leaving at 7. I left my place around 5:30 and went to the airport. I fucking hate flying, so when I got on the plane I had a few beers to clam me nerves. I landed in St. Jonh's at around 1, and the guys came and picked me up. I was sooo pumped, it had been over a year since I have seen them. Then we went to the mall and the liquor store. At the mall I saw Pam Rodgers, whihc was weird and random, but great at the same time. We went shopping for weding stuff, went home and got sooo trashed. I gave Ian and Andrew their gifts, and it was soo funny casue we were trashed. I went to bed in the am. Woke up in the ear;y morning and cleaned up the house. Then at around 11, dad came to Andrews as a surprise, he was sooo happy dad was there. We all went out for dinner...they ate at BIg R's, which is a really good fish and chip's place in toen, and I had me a smoke and some water, beacuse I fucking hate fish, and didn't want to eat fish flavored fries. Then the guys had heaps of weeding stuff to do, so me and dad went for a drive. We went to Singal hill, and I took some viddies, and I saw whales. Then we drove to a place called Bell island. We hoped on a ferry and went to the island, got some more viddie. Came back around 8, then went to Eilis's. Allie, and Jake came in from mtown, and Amie and Kaylen stop by at Eilis's. We went to a guy named Harrys' house. Got trashed. Went downtown, and some guy was about 4 ft nothing, and on cruches got loaded and fell on his face... it was funny times. I stoped getting trashed at about 6am, then woke up around 10. Me and Eilis went for some Sushi, then I went to the guys house. So now its Saturday and the night of the wedding. It was fucking awsome. The house was all pretty, and I got trashed with heaps for awsome ppl. I was really nice meeting the people andrew and Ian work with, and Ians famlily was a good time. Andrew got Karen Black an actress for movies Ian has loved for years, to call teh house. He was soo pumped... and was yelling... Karen fucking Black called my house long distance from L.A. it was reallly the cats arse. Speaking of cats, Pongo escaped the house about 5 min before people started to arrive to the wedding... it wasn't a good scene. We got baked and the older ppl at the wedding we making fun of us, It was fun times. Then they older people went home, and we partied it up until the late am. I got up in the morning, and started to do school work, and other jazz. My flight left monday at 5am, so I pacled and stuff all sunday. I got back to toronto at like 12 o'clock, got home for about 20 mins, got a shower and went to class until 6. Then I came home cleaned up for a sec, then went drinking with caro. I had class and work yesterday until 8, then me and Caro went out for a few beers and we took pics for my zines project. Oh I also got a call yesterday to be a monitor in the intm computer lab. I have made a plane for the time management between currys, monitor, school and school work. Its going be a busy few mths... but the more crap I have to do, the less likely I am to get into trouble.
I had a kick ass Time in Newfoundland, I miss my bro and Ian. Can;t wait to party it up with them again, and I am soo happy for them...woop woop...
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[Sep. 19th, 2005|08:33 am] |
this week I worked alot, went to school, and got mangled... I got teeth whitener crap from the dentisit and I was in pain for a few days...but my teeth are slowly getting better. I fucking hate the ppl at ocad more and more everyday. Friday I worked curry's 8:30-5:30, during my breaks I had to do school crap, then after work I hoped in a cab and went to the amp, for the white stripes show, and worked until 12, amd got home around 1:30. Saturday I worked at currys again and then in the evening Bry and Jen came over and we got mangled and did some work. Sunday was my day off, so I went dress shopping again. But this time i got a dress... woop woop.. I am sooo getting excited.... I know that Sunday ppl go for sunday drives,, but fuck the Eatons centre was filled with people and there wheeled acessories....I fucking almost took a few of them out. After shopping I called Jen. I went to her palce and played the Piano in the lobby and we went to a veggie resturant for dinner on Baldwin... some good wha.... Then we went for a walk,becasue I felt like death. We walked all the was up baldwin, into some neat stores. Then we got hight in Queens park. THere were sooo many fucking squarls there, and for some reason, they all stoped moving at the same time, then the all climbed a tree and started wagging their tails... It tripped me out, it was FUCKED... so we left there. And walked to u of t, there was a bunch of people playing drums int he distance so we followed the sound, and then sat down and listened to them play. it was sweet. After that we walked around some more then went for a beer. The I came home, cleaned up and did sdome work. My day off was a good one filled with heaps of weird stuff.... Fuck I miss the summer.... fucking cold ass winter is coming, and I'll have to wear a fucking parka...
Things to do this week
Class/work
Get new cap on tooth
Pack
GO to Newfoundland
GET shit faced
GO to WEDDING
GET trashed
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[Sep. 12th, 2005|10:22 am] |
SO friday was another 7am to am day...I worked friday 8:30-6:30, went out with bry drinking till 4, we went to some pubs. I had to work at curry's at 9 on saturday, got off work at 6, went home and clean up really fast then left to meet ange at go station for 7. She stayed over and we had a few drinks then bry and Jen came over. We all went out.... first to the bovine sex club, then to velvet underground to meet ashley and Lesha. Dranks some more, then went to Pheonix.... Was WASTED... came home went to bed around 4. when me and Ange woke up I swear to god I was still trashed. We went out for lunch, then to the eatons centre to dress shop. I suck at trying on dresses, but it was funny. Then crystal and Beef meet us at the eaton centre. We smoked a joint at ther school park then came home. 10 min after getting home Jen came over and we had to go to curry's to get school crap. At Curry's we meet up with her frined sam. We went to the veggies place in China town... some good... Then we went to the hot box, got baked and came home and painted and did some work. After she left I cleaned up and did some housy things. This morning I had to go to the dentist to get my teeth whiteting trays. Today I have class from 12-6, and I have to meet ppl after class to do what ever may come my way....hopefully its a nice cold beer.
Things to do this week
Class .............................monday-thursday
Work at Curry's ..............tues, thur, fri, sat
Get school Supplies
Do Homework................project due on wed and thursday. Screen printing, and edit a video
Finish Painting................Due in a week
Get a dress.....................before wedding on 24th
Get a tan........................before wedding on 24th
Get white teeth...............takes a weeks, 1 hr every day
Get a cap on my tooth....day before wedding
Work at amp...................Friday and saturday night
Gym it up........................In the mornings, beofore class or work
I have plans with ppl almost everyday...........?Drinking?? doing what ever
And hopefully get some sleep...............zzz
Sweet Jesus I have some good time managnement skills, I haven't been late for anything this week,and I have managed to do a shit load of stuff everyday...if only the week had another day, and a day had another hour, I would be set
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I started school.... GAH... worked at currys... went shopping with caro and Jen...and have had evenings filled with drinking. Yesterday I had a job as an extra for Instant Star. I sat onm my ass all day and got paid. It was good to see how shit is shot on set. Meet so cool ppl there. ( also some douch bags). I got home and went to the school bbq... fuck there are alot of new ppl at school. Then Talia, her sauga frinds and I wnet to a concert at Guv. Estola... or something is her name. She has a song about shit on the radio. I have to work all day today...GAHHHH... I HATE...
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[Aug. 30th, 2005|09:38 pm] |
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It was my b-day on wednesday. Tuesday night I worked and made the most tips i have ever made at the amp. Woop woop... I got shit faced after work with ppl form work. We went to the cne and then to a pub and played some pool. They all got me shit faced then we all came ot my place to smoke a few dooobs... they left at around 4. I got up the next day... it was my birthday...gah..another yr older. ten yr mark on smoking and drinking... fuck I am getting old. I cooked during th day. Then had ppl over and we ate mex food and I got shit faced. We all went to a bar near my place and played pool, and danced around like tards. i cam ehome and Sar stayed over. We went to bed around 4. I had to get up at 6 to go to work in Sauga at 8... Fuck I had to lift and climb 12 foot ladders shit faced. Best 1 st day of work EVER. I worked from 8-5. And sobered up around 3... fuck I wanted to die... I was called a picker. These ppl walk around with lil carts all day, putting shit in a cart. I am soooo fucking glad I am not a full time picker. After work i went to sar's house to get my house keys.. I was in hard shape. I have learned in my old age that 2 hrs of sleep is not enough to function at any level. I couldn't string together words that made sense... So me and the Bath house ordered sushi. It was wickked. Then I came home and got ready to to go to the show. As soon as I had another ber I felt 1000 times better. The bands show was good. I was a fan, and am excited to write and do some songs with them down the road. Me and bry picked up some hash from some really sketchy guy on the street. Surpised to see another sketch bag, once again. I wen to bed, mangled once again. The next day chilled and cleaned up before work. Sunday Crystal and beef came to toronto for a visit, we got stoned and went to china town, and kensgiton markets, hot box cafee. Some stetchy dude, sat with us and tried to play chess with Beef. what the fuck. The place was packed and he had to come to our table. As beef tought of his next move, dude would look at him and say really dumb ass things. Beef told me afterwards that if I wasn't there he would have told dude to fuck off... I wish he had. Anyways we went ouot for beer and dinner, at west by spring roll... now they have fucked up bathrooms. Some girl fell on her ass, when she was walking downstairs to pee. Then I wnet to the washroom.. the hole place was tilied in black and the only color was the white sink bowl, that was werid to turn on. Really fucked up place to go when high. We came back to my place. Beef played some violin, I sucked. Monday I started work at curry's, this time not soo shit faced. We had to unpack all the shit we packed up when I was drunk.. Every time we opened a box Ib prayed that everything weas ah okay. I finished work at 7. Long fucking day. Today I worked there again. I was supposed to see my lawyer but it was way to fare way to go at 9am. I'll have to get one closer to me. Tomorow I work at curry's then the amp. Fuck its gonna be brutal. This is it for the up date. the END.. |
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| I Never Learn... |
[Aug. 22nd, 2005|11:47 am] |
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So today I figured I would do something more productive then, getting high and scared to go out into the world, because of weird things that always happen. So I decided to go for a walk. Not really high, but red eyed. Ok I leave my building, and am not even 3 steps away from the door and some guy (tard) says hello... I say hi and keep walking. Then I get to the lights and I had to stop because it was red. He's puts out his hand to shake mine...then says " hi my name is bob"... what the fuck who does that... I am not touching the hand of a fucking mental cause... I walk, and smile politly... He fucking followed me for a good 10 mins. then I walked all the way to the lake. Saw some people in the buisness district lying on subway grates and suites. Lake was nice, sunny but windy. Walked around the ACC, Sky dome and Rogers centre... I was a tourists and hating myself for it. Then I walked to queen street to look for a dress for september. Went into Noise and some girl that worked there was at my house once for a party... I was not a fan. Canada day weekend, shes about 4" nothing and wears really huge nasty boots. Vertically challenged people should never by 10 inch rubber moon shoes... they flatter no one. Grow the fuck up... no pun intended. Then I picked up some sushi, it was gross, how can anyone fuck up rolling avicado in rice? After eating, I went in to pay and there were people sleeping on the floor of the resturant. What the fuck. Then I walked home and saw some ppl in the park that apparently now me. I never learn, fucking Toronto is the sketchiest place to live. EVER. During a 3 hour walk you see and hear enough shit to fill a book. Manull called and I have band pratice today 9-12, shouhld be good. The show is Thursday. Working Montly Crew tomorrow night. Should be good. Tried to learn Cocaine and whiskey "jonny cash" today and failed... Oh well.
What I learned today:
I like watching tv more then going outside.
Because if the show sucks I can change it.
Outside I have to actually deal with sketch bags.
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| Sick |
[Aug. 21st, 2005|06:12 pm] |
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Last night I worked at molson.... ENCOUNTER 2005.... I thought it was going to be like edge fest but rock music, and metal heads....sweet jesus I was wrong. About 5000 bible banggers, wanting tea, coffee, and ear plugs.... Tip money..zero dollars. I was sent home early cause it blew so much. Working there for 3 hours was like going to Church forever. I HATE. Worst encounter ever.
Today, I woke up all fluish again, and my back was hurting, so I figure its a day off, I should get high all dayand be a bum. So I did. I got baked then the sun baked me. Good times all round..... until I decided to go out side for a change. Why do crazy things always happen to me when I am soo high. I got out to the elevator, and there was a pigeion in my building and some girls was trying to get it to go outside. So me being high decided it would be a good time. It wasn't and I felt like a fool, and couldn't stop laughing. I went outside for about a min. then came back up stairs.
Note to self....
only go outside with sunglasses
I feel invisible when I were sunglasses
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| my first live live journal |
[Aug. 18th, 2005|06:33 pm] |
This journal is for daily crap
Lately...
Bought a Violin, can't play for shit.
Application for California was due monday
Tuesday, toilet flusher button started to spin around, and wouldn't work, light bulbs no lighting, making my place drak, sildes didn't turn out for application, beacuse they were shot in the sun, got a cab to work, cab hit another car while looking at an old car... went to work, made good tip money, came home got stoned.
Wednesday, slides re-shot, and handed in with no problem, got high, played guitar, went out drinking with bry, amanda's at shocks. Saw Winnie, while mangled. Went to a karioki bar near my place... got mangled.
Thursday, woken up by the Curry's lady, telling me I have a job. Woop woop. Went for sushi with Amanda. Place across from the maple leaf gardens. Was good, but hold the socki....Went to tutti fruitty, fort he firrst time, got penut crackers.... The guy at the store is fucked....way too much sugar, and high on life. Me and Amanda went to the Parlement building, saw Jamie at work. We got Visitor passes, and a tour. Came home cleaned up. Bed
Friday, Went to doctor to check my neck from accident. Band pratice at 6... prob drinking and getting high. |
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